Ena, the word says that children are gifts from God. In all that you are going through right now, remember that you have been blessed with a gift that will forever change your life for the better. I could not image everything that you are going through right now, but I do know that God promised he would never leave you or forsake you. He is with you always. Keep Jalen close and the memories of Teddy closer. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I love you guys. You always have a friend to talk to in me. We'll always remember Teddy.