My therapist says moving on doesn't mean leaving yo . I can't agree. Yes, God has done some amazing things for us but it's so hard not incorporating you. I have 2 beautiful sons. I should be making 4 plates instead of 3. I miss cooking for you and you eating SWELL. I miss you voice, your laugh, your energy. My mind can't stop thinking how they hurt you so bad. How the knife in your Chest permanates my heart as well. It hurts so ba . They killed us all that day. I'm here but my heart is they with you along with Jalen. I miss you so much Teddy, my tears are my normal. Please continue to be with me, love on me and let me feel you, please please pleas . 💖