You know what is so interesting? You always made me feel like the most beautiful woman in the world. I don't mean just physically, but so special and loved. Most women measure the men they meet to their fathers, I measured them to my son. If he didn't make me feel like the queen that my son did, then I knew he wasn't a keeper. :) You wouldn't allow me to carry a bag, take out any garbage, do any heavy lifting, etc. You always told me, you are a woman, my mother, and as long as you have son's, you shouldn't have to do any of that. I didn't even know how to set up the dvd player to watch your video until Auntie Gina did it for me. You was taught well. I didn't even know I was instilling all of that into you until I reaped the benefits all these years later. I had to buy a step ladder. I no longer have you to reach things from the top shelf or the top of the fridge for me. I have all of this food left from shopping 2 weeks ago. I'm just used to shopping for 2 growing boys. Well really like 3, cause Lord knows you ate like you had a tape worm. My main reason for chatting tonight is to let you know your story is coming out in a few hours in the Daily News. Finally, everyone will know your story, the truth, not what was reported from the beginning. Hopefully, you will be proud of the article. I'm attaching the song that you always dedicated to me to this entry. I feel like Boys to Men made this son, just for me and you son. I love and miss you sooooooooooo much. I'm about to head to bed now so I can dream of you. I know you already know that I sleep with your polo sweater with me every night. I still smell you on it. I love you baby boy. Until tomorrow...... Trinity Forever.......... Mommy, Teddy and Jalen