I am here again. I guess I'm relentless some could say. Others could say a mother's love has no boundaries. I would give my life if yours could have been spared. I feel so guilty smiling sometimes. I despise moving forward without you. That's why I won't ever stop recognizing who you are loving on you, honoring you and letting the world know who my chocolate baby is.  Please continue to show me signs that you're still with me.